I know this is a crazy question, but I am in college, right? I find myself wondering this as I am dealing with a less than happy situation where some people cannot act their age. This must be my week to anger people with thing I cannot understand why they are a big deal. Sunday, I found myself having to watch a grown woman almost hit my car twice and myself once. Over a parking spot. Today, I found myself trying to be an adult and trying to resolve issues that apparently are too huge to put it in the past and move on in life. I am not trying to say that I am not in the wrong because it very likely is to be all me, but I can't figure out why others insist on failing to act the age she/he is. I am also not saying that everyone I have come to pass have done me wrong, or hurt me, because that is certainly not my motive. I am simply trying to comprehend the childish antics of those around me. It could be that I am being too sensitive in being frustrated with these things. I would just like to know which of the three it is.
I am very stressed this week, but I know that God will never give me more than I can handle. I would like to know how/why God thinks I can handle this much. At times I wish he would trust me with less. I know that is not the right attitude to have, that I should not complain, but I have to do things one at a time. I can't do everything this week. I am forever grateful for my small group, Devon, Kayla, and Kevin(in no particular order), for they never fail to put a smile on my face. Kevin does an exceptional job at this. He has a way to make me smile when I don't want to. Of course Kayla and Devon always know a joke, or memory to tell me to make me laugh. The three of them support me and listen to my venting and rambling. I love them all very much for that! My small group always supports me and prays for me. They all are another backbone for me when I am getting weak. (not to say that no one else is)
It is late and I am tired, I have two mid-terms tomorrow, and not to mention work. Thanks for reading! :)
Have a goodnight all,
km!:)
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Yes we are in college now even though it doesn't seem like it. Thanks for putting me in your blog i feel so special :D Anyway you're a strong girl and you can handle this, remember i'll always be there for you!
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